Something happened. I’m not going to go into detail as I will have to go scrub myself obsessively in the shower for half an hour to wash off the shame. Don’t worry OH, it has nothing to do with any other people. It’s all me and my crazy head.
Anyway, the only way I have been able to move on and actually function these last few days (yes, the shame was crippling) was to wash thoroughly, scrub myself in the shower and then deactivate my account.
Only for a bit. I’m sure I won’t be able to stay away. I already desperately miss the community, but I just can’t right now.
Even writing this makes me feel a little sick and the crime wasn’t even that bad.
So…I’m still on facebook, email, blogging and for those of you who are WriMos – NaNoMail as deskmonkeymummy if you want me.
The upside was I needed that feeling to write 7000 words on Friday night. Not all bad.