Today I feel awful which means I’m going to whinge and whine, so if you’re sick of it, don’t read on. I’m still gonna write it.
My head still feels a little strange from yesterday, but my stomach hasn’t protested too much over breakfast so I’m hoping I’ve seen the back of that bit.
I’m having a low day. All over missing class last night. I feel like I let them down and let myself down and will now be playing catch up. I wish I could have made it to half term. I keep thinking that all last night proves is that I’ve bitten off way more than I can chew and wasted a lot of time and money in the process.
I feel like something has got to give and last night it did. So today I’m back to looking for a new childcare solution for a return to work. At least it would be a constant income and I would have an excuse for the house being covered with a thick layer of crap.
I wish I didn’t have hairbrained schemes.
*goes back to bed in the hope things look better after some sleep*