Oh crap. What a mess.
OH and I argued like crazy.
I have some postnatal hormonal crap going on.
Oscar has started being sick after feeds and is really difficult to wind properly.
Sleep is something other people have..and my little girl is a muddle.
I believe its pretty normal for toddlers to act out at the arrival of,a new baby, but she’s become…well, I’m not even sure its her. We think she’s just being herself but we (me ) are not handling it very well. For a start she’s refusing to eat with a spoon now. She also has to be carried up the stairs. She won’t go to bed at all.
I seem to spend all day telling her off again which makes me feel awful. Then, just when I thought it couldn’t get any worse…
I was on the floor changing O’s nappy for the 573577th time and she came up. I told her not to touch and she said “go away!” Looked at me, stuck out her bottom lip and walked off. There’s only one place she could have learned that. She obviously now feels very left out. I feel terrible about it. She paid the first time I had pnd and now, because she is who she is, I’m rejecting her all over again.
Day 5 is another day.
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